Psst. Wanna know a secret? I'm fat.
Not just a little fat, a LOT fat.
I'm officially the fattest I've been in the last 10 years.
I announce that like I'm proud, but the reality of it is I want to bury my head under the covers and pretend this isn't my life.
No one sets out to be fat. Sure, you'll get the fat empowerment folks who scream how they are healthy and fat is good. That's fine, for them at least. It's not for me.
My body is tired when it shouldn't be.
Things that should be easy are hard.
I don't like how my clothes fit.
I hate how I feel when I move.
I'm frustrated, but I know it all is up to me. I'm going to see my doctor in 45 minutes and I will be shocked if I don't get a lecture on my weight.
*insert huge sigh*
I know what to do. I just have to do it.
I HAVE TO DO IT!
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