Today is a much better day. I don't have the endless loop going through my head. Instead I just wonder more about the man who died. I wish I knew his story. I wish he could have gotten the help he needed. He was 64, so I'm assuming whatever demons he's been battling were strong and he was tired of fighting.
I used to be very strong in my stance that suicide was a very selfish thing and I've softened to that some what. I can't even being to fathom what was going on that putting yourself under a train was better than dealing with.
I think most of us have had dark times, but that is something different that I gather most of us don't truly understand to its fullest.
At any rate, I hope the man has found the peace he was so longing for. I pray for his family who are trying to accept and process this tragedy.
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